Methotrexate - Round 2

Aaaggghhhhh! Of course it didn't work! I am one of the lucky few who gets to have a second dose of methotrexate! Ouch! Two more sore hips and an HCG that is still almost 400! Will this ever end?! I am incredibly discouraged by this ongoing miscarriage that will not end. This makes me scream and cry all at the same time! I also realize I don't get to have a pity party - the man shoes and I must be one! OK, one good cry and a sore *%% later I am heading to the treadmill. I wish I could say it was that simple and although I didn't have a full blown eat the house, lay down on the couch with fuzzy slippers party, you could have found your way to my treadmill by following the Twinkie crumbs! Ugg.